The man in the leather vest that
Sat next to me on the plane
Was tired of riding his motorcycle
In circles all the time.
He said that he was ready for the Interstate.
I can only imagine his frustration,
Living for the road while living on an island. Ouch.
He let the cat out of the bag just then,
stroked it, gave it some words of reassurance,
and called it Neko, which means cat
In Japanese.
I wonder if he knows that.
He wiped the torrents of snot from
The cat’s face and stuffed it back in the bag and said
Something about seeing his wife and kids.
While trying to find my next flight
I found a man that understood
What I’d been thinking about.
He looked like a handy-man or a janitor
With a large gut that half-covered his toolbelt.
He’d lost all color, as many often do in the face of insignificance.
His skin and hair sagged, void of all will to stand out.
We got on the train at the same time, just him and me.
Standing at opposite ends
I made an effort to acknowledge his presence
He acknowledged mine in turn.
The red sign next to my head kept flashing:
Please hold on,
Please hold on,
Please hold on…
We understood one another.
The next train was different.
Everyone that boarded but me knew what they were doing.
A man in a uniform, leaning against the railing
Talking on his cell phone.
He was too busy and experienced
To bother with the red sign:
Please hold on,
Please hold on,
Please hold on…
Perhaps those with purpose have no need for signs.
The train came to life
With a cold rush and a sigh
The hustle and bustle had been left outside
And for our time in the tunnel
We were nothing more than people in a train.
The man in the uniform seemed to doubt,
Or at least consider the possibility
that he might not be what his uniform said he was.
Please hold on
Please hold on
Please hold on…
But before any of that took root the doors had opened and he was gone.
Sitting at my terminal,
there was a couple that had themselves in order
They each held a magazine
Brimming with examples and definitions
and signs and purpose.
They fit the pattern
Of every advertisement I’d passed
During my time in the airport.
Their respective magazines were made especially
for and by those of their gender
Telling them what their greatest questions in life are
And answering them.
What it must feel like to be so complete!
I wondered if they’d ever bothered
To read the other’s magazine.
The girl leaned over to show the boy
A bit of her reading that she thought was important and exciting
He rolled his eyes,
Convinced by Men’s Health
That he had no reason to take interest.
She wasn’t disappointed,
Glamour had warned her ahead of time
That this would probably happen.
So they went about their lives.
I fell asleep before they left,
But I could still see the red sign
From the subway:
Please hold on
Please hold on
Please hold on…

Elizabeth Heiselt
Stephanie Robertson
Avery Fellow
Shem Greenwood
Jenna Chidester
Mari Murdock
Bremen McKinney
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June 29, 2010 at 5:06 pm
shalowhi
As always with your work, this gives a lot to think about. First of all, the motorcyclist riding around in circles — when people find out I grew up in Hawaii, one of the most common comments I get is “didn’t you get Island fever?” Which I never did. When you start out somewhere when you are six, that is pretty much all you know. When I got to Utah at age 18 I felt strangely stranded in the middle of land, and kept looking for the “edge.” That’s the literal take on it. But riding around in circles — of course that also means someone stuck in a holding pattern. It’s also safer, so you don’t get lost, which being lost or losing sight of yourself is a general theme I took from the piece. So brilliant way to start off.
Then the cat in the bag. Holy cow! I still haven’t figured out if that is meant to be literal or figurative. Can you have a cat with you on the plane?!? So that caught me by surprise, and I LOVE to be surprised (in writing).
The man who lost all color? The effort to acknowlege him? Again, food for thought. How many people out there are fading? Am I making an effort to acknowlege them?
The couple with their magazines, who had themselves in order weren’t as interesting to me. I’m not sure if maybe I would shorten that part up. But maybe that’s part of the point (after all, they put you to sleep!), or maybe it’s because I don’t have it all together. It kind of makes me want to go buy Glamour, so I can get myself in order, but of course it also makes me sure I never want to read another “women’s magazine” ever again.
And the whole “please hold on” theme. So much lately that’s all I can do. Just hold on for the ride. I might be horribly lost, but I’m holding on.
Thanks for this!
June 29, 2010 at 5:24 pm
stephaniexrobertson
I agree with Shauna on the cat in the bag part, because it made me have to read it over to see if that is what you meant, which I thought you did well. I have often had similar thoughts and it’s always refreshing to read thoughts you have had from another mind. The his and hers magazine section was by far my favorite and even made me chuckle out loud a little. I just really liked this piece.